I DREW THIS FROM INSPIRATION OF A POSTER
DESIGNED AND GIFTED TO US BY JON TROUTMAN
AFTER I'D SCANNED IT, BEN COLORED IT WITH HIS
NEW FANCYLANDSCAPE ARCHITECTURE MARKERS,
INSPIRING ME TO COLOR IT TOO. The past several days have been peppered with some not-so-good things happening. I am weak because I let them get me down. I tend to think it's a little ok, because I can feel that I'm at least getting better. A bit. --AND-- I kind of think that's what life is about. Because the
trick in life is to train ourselves to control our happiness, even when bad things happen.
To name a few
(but not too many - or I will foil my plan to focus on the positive!) :
Within the past fortnight, the system on my iPod
(that I use like a flash drive) magically and spontaneously corrupted, leaving all my school and design files impossible to retrieve, though I know they're there! Then a little more magic in Moab -- a 'now-you-see-it-now-you-don't' phenomenon: our camera, and all the million pictures on its memory card, did not come back with us. And I cannot fathom how it disappeared. My emotions and/or hormones have also taken me through a psychedelic magical ride through understanding unconditional love. Not to mention feeling like a failure in school. And through it all, disappointed that I could not let my great gratitude stop any tears.
Or maybe I did. I was grateful to have started the week reading Mere's blog, who included a quote I loved
(I read it to Ben and he was all like, "I've heard that before", so maybe it's nothing new to you, but it means a lot to me, so up it goes):
He said there is a
trick. It's too bad there has to be so much magic involved, but I'm determined to figure out all this magic so I can be happy. I've still had some beautiful vistas and thrilling bursts of speed this past week, so I can't complain. If I could, I would show you the views we saw in Moab, or the fun we had at Pizzeria 712 with high school chums, or Ben's floral arrangement I mentioned before.
But I'm still aiming to be happier if the putt doesn't drop
(when do I ever go golfing?) or if the beef is tough
(not that I'm ever really picky about that anyway).
*Oh, and if anyone happens to have some old digital camera they don't use any more and would like to sell for moneys, let us know!